As to being single again: I've been thinking and worrying and wondering if someone will accept me when my body is changing or has changed and maybe I'll have loose skin afterwards. I totally cannot afford plastic surgery due to the amount of debt I already have. I have no idea what will sag and what will nicely shrink. I'm afraid...what if I look bad naked? It will put me right back to where I've been all along. Ugh.
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