Thank you all for the supportive and kind words. I think you are giving me more credit that I deserve, but I truly appreciate you all.
I also appreciate you all sharing your stories with me too. I am always amazed at how people open their hearts and bare their souls here.
I will try to keep this in perspective because I know you are all right. I cannot find reason in the thoughts of someone who is battling a mental illness. I know that I cannot read his mind and can't hold myself responsible for his actions. All I can do is be there for him as best I can and count on the doctors to do what they do. Mentally, I know this. I just have to learn to accept it emotionally.
He is in the hospital now and I talked to his wife several times today. The doctors are saying that the medication needs to be adjusted so they are trying different combinations of drugs. It takes a while for them to take their full effect, so it will take a while to know if they are working.
Thank you all again for your support. You are amazing people.
-Mike-
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