Welcome Ashley!
You say 24 but your maturity reads more like 42! You sound a brave soul and handling dementia is tough enough for the best of us, let alone your own wls and private life!
I read a bit of anger in an undercurrent of your tone. Great! You are reactive, therefore aware of creating change for yourself. As our lives are a work in progress, you may be frustrated in that it can take years to find an answer or at least a "niche" in your life direction. However, you seem to have outgrown your fiance and perhaps unknowingly have reached further and higher in a more apparent way than you may have assimilated yourself. Once you reconcile body and soul I think you'll be more at peace.
Best wishes for your steps ahead and welcome to Thinner Times - the right place!
Cheers,
Vim
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