Thanks for all of the encouragement. I am glad to know that this is normal. Its funny because when I do eat normally, well normal for GBS I feel like I am pigging out. DH tells me no I am not but I guess I just have gotten used to eating such small amounts that when I do find a food that I can eat I get some sort of guilt if I eat "too much". Let me explain that: I will eat something that agrees with me but I will tell myself I ate to much. Why is this, I am really afraid that I might be getting some sort of eating disorder. Yesterday I was able to eat just about anything and it agreed with me so that was a good day for me. I felt like I binged. I had 1/3 of an apple at work in the morning and an orange for a snack in the afternoon. I sucked the juice out of it more like. I had a 1/3 of a pork chop for lunch. Dinner I actually made a lean cuisine and almost finished it. This is not typical for me and today the thought of food makes me quiver. I repeated so many times yesterday to people that I pigged out. They all think I am crazy when they look at what I eat.
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Kim
AKA CelebrityBear
Height 5' 8"
286/128/140
Highest/Current/Goal
Approval: Nov. 16th 2007
Surgery: Jan. 07th 2008
TT Gym Rat #85
Onderland: June Friday 13th 08
Century Club: July 17th 2008
Size 2
"You laugh at me because I am different, but I laugh at you because you are all the same."
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