Are you satisified
I am curious to know how satified you feel after you eat. Food has become my worst enemy. It is a battle for me daily to eat, lack of appetite or food just not agreeing is the biggest problem. I have had a few saitisfying meals since surgery where I can say I enjoyed that. Most of the time it doens't taste good to me or just makes my pouch feel icky. It is starting to bother me that I hate that I have to eat or get depressed thinking about eating. I never thought I would say that. I take pride in cooking and I put my heart into every meal I make. It is just so damn disappointing to cook a wonderful meal and then take 2 bites and say nope its not gonna happen. I usaully get moody, secretely pissed off at everyone else because they can eat. I want to just once sit at the table for the entire meal with the family. Someone tell me this is a stage that I am going through.
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Kim
AKA CelebrityBear
Height 5' 8"
286/128/140
Highest/Current/Goal
Approval: Nov. 16th 2007
Surgery: Jan. 07th 2008
TT Gym Rat #85
Onderland: June Friday 13th 08
Century Club: July 17th 2008
Size 2
"You laugh at me because I am different, but I laugh at you because you are all the same."
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