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Old 11-10-2008, 06:28 AM   #16 (permalink)
bamagirl
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I am so glad to see this working for other people! I've started my 5-day pouch test (or what I think is more of a "reset") today. I can't wait to feel like I am back in control.

I have missed several things since I broke my healthy eating habits; I miss NOT missing foods....I used to be able to look at anything-french fries, ice cream, etc. and not have the tiniest urge to take a bite...I miss my skinny clothes, and I miss making people squirm at meals because I eat so little compared to everyone else. LOL! I know that sounds weird, but after always being so self-concious about being overweight and being judged by people, it gave me a great satisfaction when I had surgery and only ate tiny portions while everyone else piled food on their plates. I loved watching everyone else feel that guilt that I always felt, while I had absolute control over my few ounces of food. Talk about guilty pleasure!
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(Apr. 8, 2009)On Day 5 of the 5 Day Pouch Test and feeling good!!!
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