well tuesday i'm starting a new program in eating program. I wont openly divulge what it is, but someone here recommended this program and i'm SO excited to start it. I need more structure which has always been my problem always. no schedule, no meal plan just whatever. Sure some are lucky in that they still loose weight that way but not me, not Deborah! Tomorrow i will resume my working out after a 3 week hiatis and pray that i continue with that and the joy of excersizing resumes as well. I have had a rotten cold / cough/ congestion for over a week now and its really bugging me. I tried climbing stairs and was out of breath cause of that. I'm not really thrilled with the scale numbers this week because it looks like of the 5 pounds i lost i may have regained 2 of them. I'm sure its because of the fact that 5dpt the 1st two days i was only doing liquids but thats ok i'm "ok" with it. I finally went thru my closet and was SO saddened to toss a ton of big fat clothes including some that i got only about 5 months ago. My daughter told me NOT to wear a church suit it did look utterly riddiculous and just hanged on me like a sackcloth. I'm hoping that this week brings me a new attitude about this whole RNY crap and that when my parents arrive they see that i am working my tool and my tool doesnt work me (cause that aint worked in months) just a rant there! I'm still basically avoiding the carbs (crackers and chips) and i'm proud of myself for that. Although today i admit i had a few onion rings with the special Pete's Fish n Chips sauce, but got full after the 4th one. Funny because i used to order a large and eat the entire basket of deep fried really large rings haha!
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 Deborah
Highest weight 268
Surgery Date: 12/18/07 Lap RNY
Down 83 pounds (12/8/08)
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