No way are you a monster I do think you need to tell your doctor as it seems you have made that decision. I said in my earlier post I can't imagine how you feel because I know how emotional I felt prior to surgery and then my first trimester of being pregnant I was emotional and you are making a decision with all that emotion an it must be hard! Don't be so hard on yourself you don't feel like you right now I am sure! Do talk to your doctor everything will work out just as it should. Hang in there!
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Gastric Bypass: 9/7/06 Dr. McCarty
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