Had a nice day off.We set up pool in the back yard for the kids.It was good excersize.I had kinda a crappy eating day.Its not that I ate the wrong stuff but I ate too much.I dont know why I continue to eat when I am not hungry.It is stupid really.Today dh made a wonderful crab meat stif fry loaded with veggies and I had that for lunch.Then my gram cooked swordfish for dinner. I felt obligated to eat it even though I wasnt really hungry.I guess I felt bad because fish is expensive.I feel weighted down now.Hate it when I do that.I feel so good when I just eat what I need to fuel myself.Well tomorrow is a new day.
Nothing new on the dad story.He has no way to get in touch with me now that I have turned his phone off.He didnt even call and say anything about the plates being gone from the van.I think your right Angel I do need someone to talk to about all this.I guess its easier to come on here and talk to you guys then to actually make appointments with some stranger.Tomorrow I am going to start trying to find a rehab that will take him.If I dont at least try and something happens to him I will feel responsible.I know I shouldnt but I will.
Love,
Kelly
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Kelly
highest 400
Pre op 352=48 pounds lost on my own!!
surgery 8/11/08 Im switched!
Current as of 9/8/08 304
Goal 180
I have made the Duodenal Switch my WLS of choice! I love love love my switch!
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