As I read your post a song was playing in the background... It's a new dawn, it's a new day and I'm feelin good...
Can't think what it's called but I was thinking how apt it was.
Your life has begun again and that is going to take some getting used to. It is very hard to adjust to the change in our lifes post surgery and the change in our relationships with others, whether for good or bad.
You are a beautiful person, whether big or small and you have much to give others. Please remember that and embrace new relationships whether in 'cyber space' or in 'real life'.
