Originally Posted by Godsblessedme

OMG why am i such an idiot! So Whitneys stuff had me thinking that i could peek at Ray's email. Not that i should care because we're separted since Feb. SO i discovered his password wow he is sending and recieving messages from the women at that blackpeoplemeet website. i am just floored with the stuff he wrote. like one "Dear ____, i loved our conversation with you the other nights i think about you all the time and i am dreaming about spending thanksgiving with you. I think my search for a real woman has ended blah blah blah"

Ok so stop trying to GET BACK WITH ME! And so i went further and looked up the womens profiles they are BUTT UGLY ! Seriously they look like fat gorillas! He is so gross to me now i wont even take any calls from him except to talk about my $$ everyweek and his kids

I'm floored what a scum bag! When he calls (because he always does) i'm going to tell him to hurry up and file for divorce i'm trying not to "let on" that i've checked phones, emails, websites and what not but OMG its so tempting! but see then he'll change his password and i cant be having that! Its 1130 at night and i'm never up this late but i'm so mad and actually hurt because my instinct tells me that its really over. Just to hear him say those words to other women and NOT tell them he's married i so badly want to email them and tell them hes still married but i'm not going to why waste my energy. i'm rambling and its late i just had to vent