well once again i searched my daughters room for my scale. God she cant hide that thing at all! i just cried, i weigh the same i'm in my usual every other week stall. I see my doctor on the 13th of June and i'm going to explain how unhappy i am with my weight loss. i think at 5 months out i should be down way more than this. my loss has all but stopped to barely maybe 2-4 pounds a monthl. I'm going to see if i can see the nutritionist as well because something is wrong i should be loosing weight not stalling every frigin week! Most of my "big" clothes still fit fine which is very discouraging. Even people IRL are saying "i thought you had GB 5 months ago" i dont know what else to do
On another subject my 15 year old is being rebeling these days. Shes mad at me because she keeps breaking her cell phone charger and i refuse to spend another 20$ for a 4th one in like 2 months! Last night she left my car running on the battery while she was charging her phone but forgot to turn the car OFF when she took the phone. So the battery was running for 3 hours in the garage. Then i saw something on her myspace page and made her take it off. Man i just feel like running away some days i dont understand why the dumb scale seems to effect my everythougt.
Someone here said "when you were 250 + you never worried about what the number said, now we cant seem to get past that scale" so true
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Deborah
Highest/Day of Sugery/ CURRENT/Goal
268/262 / 193 steadily gaining stall for 6 weeks  / 130
Surgery Date: 12/18/07 Lap RNY
Onderland Reached 7/21/08
Gym Rat #98 / Scale W #2
Goals Reached:
Starting to enjoy excersizing
32 minutes on the Eliptical (aka death machine) I did it!
My kids cant keep up with ME
Up to 6 miles on the stationary bike
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