wow the audacity (spelling?) of my husband he has his name and face plastered all over that website, well i'm still a fool and check his voicemail and apparently he's been contacting like 5 different women on there in our phoenix area and they all call him back and last night he met with one of them. Yep that was on the voicemail too. I was so tempted to call these females back and let them know that he is married and constantly tries to get back with me. But you know what, i decided that i dont care if he has "women" i'm thru i told him this morning when he called saying Oh do you love me? i said of course its not easy to just fall out of love with someone but i'm thru, i told him to go ahead and start with a divorce. So i just felt like i needed to "write this down" because i dont really have girlfriends to chat with and you all are so sweet.
My 15 year old took the scale and this time REALLY hid it from me thank God now i'm focusing on just excersizing and eating well and tryin not to think of the evil that is called scale/weight/numbers etc...
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Deborah
Highest/Day of Sugery/ CURRENT/Goal
268/262 / 193 steadily gaining stall for 6 weeks  / 130
Surgery Date: 12/18/07 Lap RNY
Onderland Reached 7/21/08
Gym Rat #98 / Scale W #2
Goals Reached:
Starting to enjoy excersizing
32 minutes on the Eliptical (aka death machine) I did it!
My kids cant keep up with ME
Up to 6 miles on the stationary bike
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