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Originally Posted by Godsblessedme
aww girl at least your back on the wagon now 
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True, I did stop myself, though I was very upset that I allowed my feelings towards that scum affect me in a way that was so negative towards MYSELF. It doesn't affect HIM if I eat myself to death.. he'd probably relish that happening!
He's a man very much like Whitney's STBX.. into porn and skanky women... but he has done all he can to try to control me since our divorce anyway.. ugh. One of the reasons I have been so reticent to put up pictures. I do worry that he'll find me and I'll have to leave
