honest to God why do i bother

my mom gave me the scale back today and like a true junkie couldnt wait to get home at 6PM and weigh myself in the nude

well it STILL SAYS 214 WTH! Ok so i know i may have some food in my guts and other stuff there so tomorrow morning after "business" i will get on again in the nude. I just thought by now (after 2 weeks ) i'd be down at least to 210 This scale has NOT moved in i dont know a month almost! God i just have no clue whats up i'm sick of this crap.
Well my 5 year old made me a beautiful "sun catcher" at school and i loved it and he made a card and my 15 year old made me a card in FRENCH! i was impressed Thank God for my little trials I call my children, they're blessing me