Momof3

I'm halfway through this pre-op diet from hell.

I'll be honest, I havent been 100% faithful to the diet, it's been so hard.

I've been so MAD, literally ticked off most of the time. Cussing like a sailor, which isnt my normal MO, but I do have the capacity for a cuss word once in a while.

I have been going "julia sugerbaker" on anyone that needed it....(I'm from Mississippi, when I get mad, the accent gets thick and LOOK out, here comes my sermon)

anyway...on top of all this BS, I've only lost 6lbs.


I'm about to say it's just not worth it..if I can succeed at this, I cant succeed post op.


I'm just so sick of being MAD.

and I mean mad enough to throw something.

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Lap RNY 5/15/08
Highest - 370 2/2004


Pre Op - 341 (at start of 2 week diet)

Current - 323.8 - 5/22/08
285 - 6/24/08
262 - 9/2/08

Goal ? To see daylight between my thighs. To have collarbones. To cross my legs without getting a cramp in my butt. To wear clothes from a regular store and NOT in the plus size department.

Dr Van Wagner, St Louis MO


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