Thank you so much, Y'all have made me feel better....
At least someone else is going through this with me....we have the same surgeon, the same day.
I just cant imagine no calorie intake....I'm weak all the time and downright HUNGRY. I dont have any emotional eating desires or desire to binge for the heck of it, I can go without food..until I'm HUNGRY
Yesterday after church I got a side salad with lettuce, 2 pieces of tomato, actually it was more like a 1/4th of a quarter, if that makes sense.....2 small rounds of purple onion and fat free, sugar free Italian dressing. It only had 10 calories in it. Oh, and what bits of cheese I couldnt get picked out.
It was maybe 2 cups of food or so, nothing drastic. But I sure felt like crap for falling off the wagon. You know?
I decided the weekdays will be easier b/c I'm at work and folks are watching me....but the weekend is going to kill me...
thanks for the comments, I feel better about being so out of whack emotionally
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Lap RNY 5/15/08
Highest - 370 2/2004
Pre Op - 341 (at start of 2 week diet)
Current - 323.8 - 5/22/08
285 - 6/24/08
Goal ? To see daylight between my thighs. To have collarbones. To cross my legs without getting a cramp in my butt. To wear clothes from a regular store and NOT in the plus size department.
Dr Van Wagner, St Louis MO
http://www.myspace.com/ttoenyes
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