I sure remember those days right after surgery. Yes, I went through the moments of regret and "what did I just do?" to waiting and dreading the "dumping" sessions after eating a few bites.
I so remember that left side incision, and how bad it hurt - hurt so bad that I needed help from my partner to get out of bed. I even cried!
Just give it time (I know, not what you want to hear) but give it another month, and a month after that, and before you know it....you'll totally forget the earlier torture and pain and you'll be admiring your new body.
And eating "normal" will come in time.
Just take it easy and we'll see you on the skinny side.
We're here for you, and you can vent anytime.
Remember, you just had the surgery....
Teresa <><
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gastric RNY 07-19-06 with Dr. Michael Schmit
Saint Alexius Hospital Bismarck ND
pre-op weight 262
current weight 144
goal weight 135
Dr's. goal weight 127 - not anymore
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