InTheShadows,
I am saddened that you are in such a desprerate situation and have been for some time now. My thoughts and prayers go out to you.
I hope that you would seek out a malpractice lawyer. There are many here in the south that will fight for you and they don't get paid unless you get paid. Please take the time to look in your local phone book and/or on the internet. You are worth the time and effort. You are worth fighting for.
Don't give up. I can see that this has been a long hard battle for you, but if you are persistant, you can come out victorious in this!
I am glad that you have found this forum. We are all here to support you in any way we can. You will find many people here truly care.
Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you.
Until then, I will be praying.
-Nikki
