Mike is absolutely right on! You have the power of CHOICE, and its an absolutely amazing tool that people dont utilize enough. You have two choices right now, do you want to stay married or not? Do you love your partner or not?
By jumping off a bridge, all your gonna be is a hairy ol mess!

I understand your venting, and many people have felt the same way you do. Like you have nothing left to give. But you do, you have the choice to give back to yourself! What do YOU want? What can YOU do?
Best wishes to ya darling, I hope the morning is better for ya. Oh yeah, your hormones are still a little screwy at this point, feeling overwhelmed right now is normal. Hang in there toots!
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J.Bridget Fisher aka koi-pea
2/9/04 lap 5'11"
298/170-trying to lose another 10
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"People will argue with you that getting what you want in life isn’t something you can learn, if you’re destined to be one of the worlds winners as opposed to one of its perpetual whiners, its because you have been born with the right talents and temperament and have a big dose of self-esteem, ambition, and good judgment." Kate White