Please call another doctor--someone trained to deal with depression.
Those are NOT your only two choices--you have the choice to be happy in your life too. It's not just about your kids depending on you--you have a responsibility to keep them from hurt or pain, besides whatever else you do as a mother.
It is a VERY good idea to come on here and vent and try to get some of it out. Anything like this is a release for the soul. So until you can get to the doctor--come on here and WRITE, WRITE, WRITE! Get it out--we're here to listen and help.
You are a vital part of this community and we need you.
Please seek out a counselor and soon.
-Mike
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FISHERBEAR MIKE
402/232/under 200 (As of 06/23/08)
Highest/Current/Goal
Open RNY - September 24th
170 pounds GONE, BABY, GONE!
BMI: 63 (was) / 35.8 (is)
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