I'm home by myself tonight....clergy spouse has a meeting....read this post, saw Lynda had included me, read Eric's words and now I'm crying my eyes out....What the heck's going on? I just want the day to come already....Don't think I ever wanted Christmas to come any quicker than my surgery date! Thanks for letting me vent, not feel alone, and honestly confess that right now it feels like I have this wacky combination of "impatience, fear, appreciation, excitement, apprehension and hope" in me that not even a Magic Bullet could blend!
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GymRat #91
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largest known wt: 379 lbs.
surgical weight, 4/16/08: 298 lbs.
current wt, 9/20/08: 233 lbs.
Doctor's goal weight: 200 lbs.
my ultimate goal: 160lbs
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