I have to be honest here and say .... I know that my marriage will have some serious issues after the fact.. My husband is already insecure. and if he doesnt face those demons... I am not sure what will happen. But I know this.. I want to live to see my grandkids. and I want to be healthy and happy. Honestly I am at the point of get on the train or be left behind.... funny even at 303 pounds i think I am the best looking thing ever..LOL guess thats sounds strange...
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301/208/whatever makes me healthy and normal for my height.
Before/goal
Surgery Date 3/31/2008
You can think of a million reasons to hate yourself today.... or you can be original and focus on one reason to love yourself. (manda2008)
N O T O R I O U S MANDABEAR!!
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