Hi guys - I'm just checking in with this thread - me, the head case - almost 2 years out - almost one year maintaining - still having body image issues. But it is getting better. I still go into clothing stores and don't feel like I'm one of those small girls that buy the small sizes. I kinda feel like the 2Ps are just a fluke of sizing.
This past weekend was a huge wake up call about how light I really am. I was at a Taekwondo tournament and my last 2 rounds I had to spar girls that outweighed me by over 50 pounds each. I really felt like a light weight. When I was blocked, I actually fell to the ground a couple of times b/c of the sheer weight of the block.
I'm still working through my issues . . . but I know I'm small.
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Laurie P.
Open RNY - March 20, 2006
259/ 129/139 
high / current/goal
Size 20 to size 2 !
Plastics - 5/15/07 - I'd do it again in a heartbeat!!
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