Moody is probably a better word for how I'm feeling too Mike. There's no tears or fits of depression or rage.
But I do have a problem in never knowing just how or what I'm going to be feeling from one minute to another - or the intensity of it.
I've always been a very placid person but lately I've been harbouring some pretty unpleasant thoughts about people around me. They're doing nothing especially different but I know that inside, how I'm reacting to it IS. I don't seem to blow it off as I did before.
Maybe I'm just getting annoyed and frustrated with myself more than is necessary.
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~~~~~~~~24 Sept. 2007 - Lap. RNY & umbilical hernia repair
27 Oct. 2008 - Emergency Surgery - omental mass,
gallbladder, adhesions & appendix
..260 / 224.7/ 111
highest/surg./now
BMI 18.5...5'5"
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