Have you considered seeing your PCP and getting a perscription for anxiety? A lot of us deal with stress, emotional tensions, anxiety...and are on perscriptions to help eleviate the highs and lows. If NOT having the chocolate is that upsetting, maybe, just maybe it isn't the chocolate? Just a suggestion...because the only way I know how to drop the weight is to CUT the crap out. Meaning...ditch the chocolate. Addictive personalities can't start with these things, because we just keep going..and it progresses into something worse, as you have seen. I struggle with it ALL the time. My demon is Jelly Bellies at the moment. I switch around a LOT...going from one bad choice to another, which at the time seems like a lesser evil until it too gets out of control. This is why I had the surgery, and now I have to deal with the 'mental' portion of it. Knowing there is a problem, is the first step to fixing it!! Best wishes!!
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LAP RNY June 5th, 2006, Genesis Medical Center, Iowa
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