If you really knew me....
you would know that I pretend not to care what others think but privately crave acceptance.
That when I gain acceptance I don't really realize that I have been accepted.
That I absorb negative energy more then I absorb positive energy and despite my desire to change this, it's built deep into me.
That I wear my heart on my sleeve. Ask me anything and I'll tell you. I cry easily. I laugh easily. I cannot hide my emotions. You can read my face easily.
There is a woman whos forgiveness I need and it will be years yet before I know.
I'm sure theres much more.....
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TT PANDA BEAR
Sista of GWENNIE the POOH
Highest 265
Before surgery 255
Now 152
GOAL 135
Height 5'4'
Gym Rat #80
Scale Ho #9
"The soul-quake happened here in a glass world.....particle by particle she slowly changes...."
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