HELLO, IM GETTING ADDMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL TOMARROW THE 22ND OF JAN 2008 AND MY OPPERATION IS WENSDAY THE 23RD, JAN.
HAVE BEEN READING THE GOOD POST, AND THE BAD ONES, IT SEEMS THAT IS LIKE JUMPING A BIG BAG WITH EVERYONE AND WE ALL NEVER KNOW WHAT WE WILL BE LIKE WHEN COME OUT OF THE" HAD THE OPPERATION BAG," EVERY ONE HAS SUCH DIFFERENT EXPERIANCES, I WISH HOWEVER THAT IT COULD BE LIKE 99%ARE FOR THE GOOD, BUT IT DOSENT LOOK LIKE THAT FROM ALL IVE READ , IT IS KINDA OF A 50% TOSS UP, I WONT KNOW UNTILL THURSDAY HOW IM GOING TO FEEL ABOUT MY DECESSION TO DO THIS, LAST NIGHT I FOR SURE IT WAS THE RIGHT THING, THIS MORNING IM ON THAT FENCE AGAIN, I TRULEY BELIVE THAT IT HAS A LOT TO DO WITH THE MIND SET YOU HAVE WHEN GO IN , IM DETERMINED IM GOING TO DO FINE, I HAVE HAD 2 C SECTIONS, SO I KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO HAVE STOMACHE OPPERATIONS, THAT IS A PLUS FOR ME, AND USALLAY AFTER ANY OPPERATION IT TAKES ME TIME TO GET AN APIATITE BACK , SO IM SURE I WONT FEEL FOR EATTING RIGHT A WAY ANY HOW, AND I ,KNOWING MY SELFE I MAY EVEN BE APPREHENSIVE WITH EATTING AT FIRST , BECAUSE I HATE TO THROW UP , JUST HATE IT , I USE EVERY MUSCEL I HAVE WHEN I DO, IT IS A REAL DRAMA WHEN IM HEAVING, AND THE NOISE I MAKE, MY HUSBAND CALLS ME THE DRAMA QUEEN OF PUKEING, LOL, SO YEAH I WILL BE MOST FOR SURE VERY CAREFULL NOT TO SET MY SELF UP FOR THAT KIND OF DRAMA.LOL.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO ARE GOING IN SOON AND ALL WHO HAVE JUST CAME OUT.