About 5 minutes ago i started haveing really bad panic attacks with this reversal!!! Like what if i go into a coma or just anything? Great now im crying!! wtf!! I know i have to do this to save my self, but now i have to get over this anxity, i think as soon as i get there im gonna tell them to give them something to relax me!!! Or i might leave, well no i wont leave but would not be very idk what to say!!! i know this is normal, but revisions and reversals are not as common on this board!! The only thing that makes me happy is that my doc has done many of revisions and revresals!! But, i am still scared shitless!!! I am making my son go to to shcool that day and told him that when grandma gets off work she can bring him up there, my husband will be with my all day with my dad!!! I just didnt want my son going and something happeining and then him freaking out on me or his dad!! My son is haveing a very hard time with me having this done!! he has own comp and does his own research!!! He is almost 15 and prettty darn smart,!!! I know calm down everything will be ok!! I will be leaving my # with a few people on here for after surgery but if im way out of it!! I will in the Cam building At St.Louis Barnes Jewish Hospital!!Just one favor please send prayers for me on the 18th!!!! Thanks all so much, you have all been great supports to me!!! Love Laura
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Laura
220/216/119/115
highest/pre-op/current/goal
Height 5'1
[color="Blue"]113 POUNDS GONE
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04/11/07...Had surgery!!! my nerves were still wacky but hey i did it!!
size before surgery was 18 now size 5
Being reversed on Jan 18 I cant wait!!!!!!!!
I WAS REVESED ON JAN 18,2008 NOT EVEN A YEAR OUT!!
