Thanks Mike..
I do have to eat, and learn to eat small meals at the time,, I should split up the shakes and have only half of shake at the time and eath throught out the day for now.
I cleaned my pantry yesterday, was a lot of work because it's been like a year and it's a deep space, lots of things get lost in there, so lots went in the garbage I am sorry to say. Lots of it went in bags to take to the food share because I plan on noe eating that stuff again, and refuse to feed that to my kids anymore. My pantry is now organized, kept me busy.
This morning I woked up extremely anxious, had really bad shortness of breath and had to sit on the chair like one hour before I could get up. I feel weak but I think is the nerves, so I took one of the anxiety pills my pcp gave me to help out the nerves prior to surgery, and it helped quite a bit,, so now I shall work on putting Christmas stuff away, that will get me moving and hopefully make the day go fast,, tomorrow I shall figure something else to do to make the day go by fast too lol. such is life.
Thanks for the support
I be a Loser soon.