Awwwwe, VPA,
I think you are incredibly strong to take on this roll in life. The daily fear and worry alone make you steel-strong in my book. The day-to-day sorts of things you've been journaling about are the flesh of our days--the things that get pushed aside when limited contact brings you down to the bare bones of communication. You inspire me to keep going, even when I hurt, be it physically, emotionally, or spiritually. If you can do this, I can do my stuff. Just remember that you DON'T need to hide your pain, you don't need to impress anyone. Your street cred is high, Grrlfriend.
Feel free to pm me or call me if there is anything I can do for you--it would be my honor to help you.
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Donna the SDgrrl 
Happy to be a GrrzlyBear!
doing the best I can each day
Honor yourself, honor others, and honor the Earth...the rest will take care of itself
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