unwanted attention....
I have only lost about 37 lbs since my surgery and i have still about 60 to go..ughh... but already I am noticing extra attention from not only men just people at my workplace telling me how great i look and asking me out on dates.. treating me way diff then they did a month ago.. and for most people they would think wow this is really nice i really like this new attention, but I am kind of irratated by it to be honest, it just makes me realize how sad this world is and how people judge you so much on your appearence and weight, i think the body image and losing weight will be a struggle for me when i get back out there and start dating again once i get to my goal weight, i dont know if i want attention, i am so used to not getting attention or people telling me i have such a pretty face if i only lost some weight...i dont know im just rambling..i just think this whole process will be a lot more difficult then i thought...and here i thought the eating would be the hardest..haha
IF anyone else is dealing with similar things I would like to hear your expereineces.
Thanks!!
Linds
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Surgery Lap RNY date: Dec. 6 2007
highest/day of surgery/current/goal
256/237/155/135
height 5'8 1/2
wearing a size 6!!
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