You're not freaking out...
You're acting very normal for anyone in your spot. You are about to undergo a life saving/life changing surgery. Who wouldn't be a little or a lot freaked out? I kept it bottled up the entire time and the anesthesiologist had to knock me out in the pre-op holding area because I was freaking so much. It's going to be just fine. Trust in God, your surgeon and yourself. Get up and start walking and sipping as quickly as possible and don't stop until you reach goal.. then keep exercising.. but seriously don't worry about your stress level right now.. know it is perfectly normal.. don't stress over being stressed.. LOL Did that make sense?
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Christina
Open RNY 03/31/2004
274/128/137 (131 Per Dr. C)
BMI: 47 / 22 
"There's nothing noble in being superior to your fellow men. True nobility is being superior to your former self." - Ernest Miller Hemingway
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal." - Henry Ford
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