Marnie

Good Day!

Thank you all who responded. I can't tell you how much they helped. I know that I can't make a decision today because I am not willing to throw away the past 4 years. We both have previous partner relationship issues that we have been working through. I was married to a physically and emotionally abusive partner for 10 years. He was married to someone who didn't really like him, but he was a steady paycheck for 16 years. So, there is a number of things there, but I will say this.... It is one of the healthiest relationships I have been in and I believe we should be able to communicate and work through this.
I can already see huge changes in my outlook. Previously I would have readily admitted I was in the wrong, but as the days go on, I have seen that I can't control others or their reactions to me. Many people that I come into contact have positive reactions to the changes in my appearance, and you are right, I have never spent so much time on my appearance! Since my surgery, I have had my hair cut (7" off the length), straightened and colored! I also have a new relationship with this place called the Gym! Oh yes, Gym also has a friend called Personal Trainer that I am seeing now! What a concept, I work my butt off and feel great because I know what the end result will be.
Thanks again!

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Marnie
Open 5/19/04
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