I gave serious thought to jumping off the gurney on the way to the operating room. But I didn't...and here I am, 36 pounds down and on my way to a better life. What you're going through is totally normal; we all worry about the other side. But focus on why you're doing this.
I don't know what you're reasons are, but for me it was because I am a diabetic, and because my family history was so dismal. I wanted to be a healthy 70 year old...not a sick dependant amputee like my mom. So, I sucked up the fear and I went for it.
Consider you're reasons for wanting this. Weigh the risks and benefits...
know your surgeons mortality rate and then make your decision with your intellect. The emotions will follow. Good luck to you on your journey and let us know how things are going.
