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Originally Posted by LisaM
Hope you know that you and Janie both are part of who we are as a group--you're still both fighting to save your lives, and we want to be there for your support if you'll allow it.
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You know yesterday I got a lot off my chest in regards to how I was feelign about this board and the support of lack thereof....
Poor Cinderbell was the object of my fustration... poor thing. I was trying to make a general point but kept making it personal to her... I need to PM and apologize again. cinder if you are reading this I'm sorry!
I do know you guys care and I appreciate it a lot. It's just difficult to stay positive when it feels like your world is going to hell in a hand basket.
I am scared, trying to hang on, wondering if I shoudlnt' just deal with it and not subject myself to more surgery. But the doc doesn't think it's going to get better and there's a significant chance it could get much worse. Just when i think I'm okay with my decision I start having second thoughts...
Either way, I'm sticking around because I think support is great and if I don't hold myself accountable to someone then I'll be fat again in no time!