I have read your posts with interest and great concern for you. It hurts my heart to know everything you've been through...I can only imagine the kind of physical and emotional pain you've been through after doing something that you thought was going to be a positive move in your life. I'm so sorry...
That being said, I'm glad that you're doing what you need to do in order to be healthy again. I hope that this decision is finally going to be the thing that gets you past this...You're in my thoughts.
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Debbie
Lap RNY 8/6/07
Highest/Day of surgery/current/goal
251/237/135/130
Goal! I did it!
102 pounds gone since my RNY
116 total pounds gone forever!
I finally have a "normal" BMI
Reached my first goal of 145...and setting a new one of 135.
Reqched 135 and have decided to lose another five if I can.
I'm in the 130's for the first time since puberty!
TT Gym Rat #95
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