Friend made me feel ashamed
I have this friend who is a size 16-18. We have been friends for about two months so she never knew me when i was heavy. We get along,have fun, and laugh all the time. Well last night i told her i was going to go to old navy because they were having a sale. Well when we got there i got a couple of things and headed to the fitting room. She was in the one beside me and i asked her to look at a pair of pants and tell me what she thought. When i turned around she asked me how much i weighed. I said 148. (at 5'6) and she said in front of about 10 people. I can't believe that you still weigh that much and can wear a size four. i was speechless i didn't know how to respond. So then i came home and began trying on all the four's i had in my closet and wondering if they were just marked wrong. I know some of my shorts are 6 but some 4's from the same store. I just felt awful. I feel like i will never be able to go shoping with friends again.
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Kasey
247.5/115/150/140ish
highest/current/Goal Dr./My Goal
12/12/06 Surgery date
ONEDERLAND 02/08/07
Century club from original consult weight 05/21/07
Century club from surgery in 5,4,3,2,1 I'm here
132 lbs donated to starving model's
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