Oh, Grrlfriend, I know your pain. Even though it feels like your innards are going to come right out onto the floor, you feel like you've got to make yourself "useful". It's the bane of my existence. Life decided to take my "envelope pushing into its own hands, and now I am so disabled I can no longer clean bathtubs (unless it's the only thing I do all day long...) Our bodies have limits. I have discovered mine. I don't agree with the restrictions, but sometimes our flesh has other ideas, and our bodies will not be denied. You're only 29, and that is your blessing, but every abuse you heap upon yourself now will come back to haunt you when you least expect it or desire it. I wish you an easy, hassle free recuperation. There are 4 little ones and 1 big one who need you very much! (not to mention yourself!
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And gotta say, you did some excellent work with Amari--he is so beautiful! That is one of the perks of a c-sec...the babies don't have to work so hard to get here and it shows on their little heads. I love the smell of baby heads....
