I feel ya Brenda I use to HATE that more than ANYTHING! Funny thing, now I dont hear it anymore....
Okay, okay yesterday I got a compliment... you know the one we all hear "Hey skinny" and I tried to down play it saying, oh no I sure do have alot more to go... then I thought..Im a figgin idiot, wasnt I paying attention to what was said at the meeting the night before? I didnt beat myself over it too much. Then today I went to lunch with a couple of friends, one who I havent seen in a couple of months and she told me I looked great... ya wanna know what I did? I said thank you, and moved right along! I did it, and it felt okay! Yeehaw! I hope I do as well tomorrow, we see 60 patients.. so thats about 30 new reactions.... chin up, shoulders back.. Im going in..
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J.Bridget Fisher aka koi-pea
2/9/04 lap 5'11"
298/170-trying to lose another 10
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What Sawyer would call me on LOST: ladybug
"People will argue with you that getting what you want in life isn’t something you can learn, if you’re destined to be one of the worlds winners as opposed to one of its perpetual whiners, its because you have been born with the right talents and temperament and have a big dose of self-esteem, ambition, and good judgment." Kate White