Originally Posted by sdgrrl

I gotta say I am sooo jealous of you gym rats! When I lost 100lbs the first time 6 years ago, I was totally into the physical thrills. I loved getting up Saturday mornings and hooking up to my Walkbabe cd player and power walking 6 miles, then kayaking, then finishing up the night by going dancing for a few hours. I grieve the loss of my ability to be active. Every move I make, every thing I do has to be filtered through "Will this hurt my back?" It soooo sucks.