botchy

Hi, I'm new here. 26 year old female and 6 months post op. I'm not a member of any support groups local or on-line and don't talk with anyone much about my results except my hubby, but here's one he can help with. I've hit my target and then 20 more. At the beginning of Jan. when I reached my target I set a new goal of 30 more lbs and joined the gym. I'm loving it btw! So now I have 10 more to go and I feel like I should be very satisfied, but I look in the mirror and think "Ten lbs isn't gonna do it!" My body is so different than it was in college, which is the last time I was wearing the pants I put on today. I look so much bigger now at 145 than I did then. I don't have unrealistic expectations. I know I'll never bee a size 2! I'm 5' 9"!, but I'm just not happy with the size ten that I was DREAMING about six months ago. Plus the skin on my tummy hips and bottom is so depressing. My husband doesn't understand how I can be dissatisfied at this point, and to be honest I wonder that too, but I can't seem to help it. Anyone else out there?