You are not alone by any means...why our head plays such silly games is beyond me.
I still have many moments where I don't know who I am. I see the picture, know its me, but don't see what others see. (Does that make sense?) I see more imperfections than I did as MO. I know its gonna take time, but I am determined to figure this all out.
In so many ways I feel so different than before, but one of them is not how I see myself, I am the same person...so why does everyone in my town make such a big deal about it.
Then........a day or so later I feel fine about it, want my picture taken, post it here and feel pretty good. Ok, I am crazy...will stop typing!
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Lisa
aka....Canadian Bear and her Canadian Bear Cubs!
Open RNY - Jan 30, 2006
Tummy Tuck - June 4, 2007
314/ 152-157/180
start/ now/goal
BMI 45.7/22.1-24/26.2
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Century Club - Sept 12, 2006
Overweight Club - Oct 19, 2006
One-der-land - Nov 8, 2006
Below Goal - Jan 30, 2007 - Anniversary Date!
Holding Below Goal - 2 year surgery anniversary!
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