goodgollymolly

Hello I am new to this forum... But I need someone wh understands me. It has been 1 year & 3 months since my gastric bypass. I have done well, No real health problems, infact it almost like I never had the surgery! I can eat most anything in moderation without getting sick... I have never really gone through a dumping syndrome. Which I guess is a good thing but, to be honest it scares the hell out of me! I am afraid of getting fat again. I thought I would be happy at a size 12 but here I am still obsessing about the last 10 pounds and I am wearing a loose size 6. I am scared that it is up to me now. I find myself wanting to eat junk, then the next day I am back to myself. I am staying consistant with excersizing(3-4 days) but I love sweets.

I have been flucuating between 135 and 138 and I get really flustered when I at at 138.
I know I am being stupid but I think about where I was a year or so ago and I am in AWWWW. I dont want to go back there but sometimes I feel a little out of control. I dont know what I am looking for.. I guess someone who understands. Any tips of controlling the urge to eat sweets?

THANKS FOR LETTING ME BE WIERD!

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goodgollymolly
298/135/125 goal