I'm back
I have been a terrible communicator. My husband passed away two months ago and I haven't been online since. I have been hiding away somewhat. I still manage to occassionaly go to work, look after my two girls and fit in softball, pony club and such. Today I am working from home. I am delighted to be doing so.
My eating habits have been brutal. I keep losing but it surely isn't from eating healthy. Somedays I live on gummi bears and coffee. Other days a multi vitamin and a coffee. I do eat on the occassion...you know...like supper at mom's. It is just that it is no longer my favorite companion. Food like much else has lost its appeal. Bizarre given our love relationship of the past.
I am trying to get active again. I began riding my horse this past weekend. i must say that 100 pounds lost certainly makes that much easier...the horse commented too. LOL
I am noticing some pretty ugly flab on the arms and inside thighs. YUCK.
I am missing Rob something terrible. It is odd, because even at 360 pounds there was never a night that I went to bed without hearing "goodnite beautiful". Or Grrrrr...hot mamma...LOL
I wish he was here to see my transformation. He'd have a devil of a time catching me...but I am sure I would have let him. LOL
Thank you all for your support these past few months. Good bless you all. I am thankful to have my cyber friends and wish you were all closer.
Tah Tah for now. BON
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Bonnie Marwood
375/ 199/ 160 Height:5'8"
Pre-op weight/ Current weight/ Goal
BMI: 57 Pre-Surgery/ 30.3 (Current)
Date of Surgery: Nov.16, 2006
Century Club: 275 lbs - A long time ago...April 2007?
Onederland: November 25, 2007 - 199 Pounds
Surgeon: Dr. Nohr, Medicine Hat, AB
OPEN RNY
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