Oh dear Gina, just remember, is just a small short jaunt. A busy part...it will pass...and when it does you will appreciate the quiet time...not want to be too quick to find something to do.
A really hard thing to do is to force ourselves to not feel responsible for every little thing. Stuff gets done even if we don't do it. Learning to "just say no" is such a hard lesson and sometimes it takes being really sick or tired to teach us that lesson. I used to be a control freak......a martyer(sp). I thought for sure if I didn't take care of every little thing something awful would happen and to make it worse I was a jerk about it......I am much older and wiser and rested now.......My relationship with God helped me......
You will find a way to rest or your body will take over, whichever, you will be fine cuz you are strong and wise. You will get right with your pouch as well, this is just Life getting in the way....
Good luck and God Bless
Lori
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Date:07/06/2006
297---worst
290---start of program
286---pre op
167---now:
155 a more realistic, DR. inspired goal. 
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