02-26-2005, 10:32 PM
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Senior Member
Join Date: Apr 2004 |
Location: CA |
Surgeon: Dr. Callery |
Age: 35 |
Posts: 467 |
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Confession...
I am almost 9 months out and I have a confession to make. I have been eating sweets (candy, cake, etc.) ALOT lately! I started my weight loss journey with the mind set that eating candy or whatever will make me violently ill. But...I blew that out of the water!! After Trick or Treating last Halloween, while I was checking my kids' candy, I ate a piece. I didn't get sick. So, a few days later, I ate two pieces. Still didn't get sick. "Uh oh", I thought, "I'm not getting sick." Fast forward to Valentine's Day. I didn't have a whole lot of money, but wanted to get my kids something, so I bought some cake mix and made them a cake, frosted it and covered it with red Skittles. (What did I do with all the other colors?? I ate them.  ) After we, ok mostly me, finished that cake, I went and bought another cake mix. I made a carrot cake and have since managed to eat almost the whole thing. (Keep in mind it...I don't sit down with the cake pan in front of me and eat. It's one small piece here, one small piece there. BUT STILL!!) I don't know what's wrong with me!! I mean I think it has alot to do with depression. Since it had been raining so much and I hadn't been working, I was just sitting at home...eating crap! I don't know why I am trying to sabatoge (sp?) my progress so far? What am I doing? Someone...ANYONE...please help!!!
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