I made a concious decision not to take my clothes off for anyone that didnt care about me deeply. So when the clothes did finally come off, I felt comfortable.
I had plastics too, but I didnt have it for appearances sake, I had it cuz I was tired of the sweat rings and blisters forming around my thighs and huge, hanging paaus. Having a flat stomach is a payoff, but there is still far ways to go. When thing with plastics, when you fix onr area, another area looks worse! There are far too many things to dwell on with regards to my appearance. my BF doesnt particularily care for the "muffin top" pouring out the back of my pants..... he just suggests I wear bigger pants
Simple enough right?
Just get naked in front of someone you would give a kidney to if they needed it! That person would care if you looked like a jellyfish! (cute term btw!)
Chin up you sexy thing you! Dont let some moron determine YOUR self worth! Your fabulous!
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J.Bridget Fisher aka koi-pea
2/9/04 lap 5'11"
298/170-trying to lose another 10
www.myspace.com/caliclovercutie
What Sawyer would call me on LOST: ladybug
"People will argue with you that getting what you want in life isn’t something you can learn, if you’re destined to be one of the worlds winners as opposed to one of its perpetual whiners, its because you have been born with the right talents and temperament and have a big dose of self-esteem, ambition, and good judgment." Kate White