Size 6...feel worse than when I was a size 28!
I'm so bummed today. I keep thinking...wow, I'm a size 6 now...I never in a million years thought I would ever be smaller than a size 12 or 14. BUT IM A 6! So anyway, feeling pretty good, I start getting out there, meeting people. Guys notice me and buy me drinks and want to go out. I've gone out a couple times and it has turned out disasterous. Chemistry is there, guys are cool, funny, happy that I have a daughter...but the moment they find out that I'm a jellyfish in disguise...out the door they go. I look great in my clothes....but after losing 210 lbs...not so hot underneath. What do I do? I'm horrific looking...I almost felt better when I was bigger, because at least I was firm and the girls looked good! Now my body is deflated and I don't blame the guys for being unattracted to me after they find out what's underneath...I would be too! Help! Anyone been through this?
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Stephanie
Lap RNY Dr. Callery
August 24, 2005
350/150/140 Below Goal!!!
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