In terms of standing on my own, you'd have to know the full details of the relationship, both the marriage and the one waiting for me. Unfortunately, that's not something i'm willing to discuss online.
Something I don't understand is when someone throws out an idea and other people automatically think it's a done deal. Just because a topic is under discussion doesn't mean I'm hopping on the next plane to Ontario. Give me a little credit. I'm an adult and I know my responsibilities.
I'm seeing a counselor now and have multiple support group meetings a month (3 at last count). I'm well on my way to becoming healed. I'm not looking for happiness in someone else. Just looking to find out who I am, and be okay with that.
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Emily Elizabeth born 03-25-08...a miracle 2 years in the making...

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